yepstarving:

I can’t wait…

I can’t wait to feel skinny

I can’t wait to go back to school and be told “you lost so much weight!” By all my old teachers

I can’t wait to try on old clothes and they be to big for me

I can’t wait til I don’t have double chin in every picture

I can’t wait to have delicate, bony fingers

I can’t wait to have thigh gap

I can’t wait to be able to walk and be light as a feather

I can’t wait to wear small sizes and fit them perfectly

I can’t wait to wear large winter sweaters and hold warm drinks in my thin hands

I can’t wait to step on the scale and be under my ultimate goal weight

I can’t wait to do any activity and not be so tired from being so fat

I can’t wait to wear jeans and not have my fat melt down the sides and front

I can’t wait to wear shorts and not have my fat shoulders bulge through and my fat stomach flobber out

I can’t wait to go shopping and wear anything I see cause I’m so thin

I can’t wait to be dainty and fragile to everyone

I can’t wait to hear “how did you lose weight?” From everyone

I can’t wait to hear “you’re so thin”

I can’t wait to look in the mirror and see how skinny I got

I can’t wait to wear high thighs and large boots and look cute

I can’t wait to have boys chasing me because I’m so small and cute

I can’t wait to feel thin.