sad but kinda like melancholy like you finished crying and now you feel nothing ~ pet a dog or a cat or a bunny or even your friend on the head gently ~ step outside even if it’s just past your front door and even if it’s just for a few minutes ~ (alternatively open a window or at least the curtain/blinds and look outside for a bit) ~ listen to some sad tunes (or happy tunes if that’s your thing) ~ if you’re having trouble i recommend “sad/spacey” put together by @eruptedvolcano my waifu 🌙 : https://open.spotify.com/user/alexandra24rose/playlist/7bjaLqAMkRCeDiu3BTjw5m ~ drink some tea or hot chocolate ~ talk to your favorite person or the person who’s great at making you feel better
~ click this link: http://kurogiku.tumblr.com/tagged/my-aesthetic ~ or this: http://theanimalrescuesite.greatergood.com/clickToGive/ars/home and feel even a lil better knowing you supported a good cause ~ take a bath or shower and then put on a nice smelling lotion ~ put on a face mask (maybe you won’t feel less sad but you’ll feel good knowing you’re taking care of your skin) ~ watch a funny video like a “rip vine” compilation ~ eat your favorite snack ~ write a letter to yourself or your friend or whomever ~ watch your favorite movie ~ put on some comfy clothes and look at old pictures (but the ones that bring back good memories not bad ones) ~~ hey, i feel you, we’re on the same boat. it’s gonna be okay, we’re gonna be okay you just have to believe it. you’re so strong, you’ll get through it. i love you.
Every time we fuck things up, every time we binge and purge, every time we over exercise, every time we complete a fast, every time we hit our weight goal…
there is no one to share this with, in real life. no one can listen to our vent, no one to cry with, no one to support us.
don’t terminate our accounts. we know we are fucked up, okay? but we feel safe here. we know each other and we are like a family. please don’t take it away from us.
– dark circles around your eyes make you look even paler, you seem translucent and soft and almost porcelain like as your haunted, fiery eyes stare off into something else.
-your facial features are striking, non conventional in the best way. A sharp jawline outlines it, along with jagged cheekbones that nearly glow when the sun hits them just right. Soft, but also sharp at every angle
-when it rains, your collar bones hold pools of water, and when you move a waterfall forms over your pale skin, down your chest and over every rib and finally stops at your hipbone.
-when you stretch, every rib in your body shows, drawing everyone’s attention to you, breath leaving their lungs as they admire you. You are ethereal, you are perfect.
DISCAIMER: this is written for me and contains my goals/things I like or will like about myself.
you may have already been in that situation where you’re trying to communicate with a native korean via texts but somehow aren’t able to distinguish some words because they’re written a certain way. well as well as in english or any other languages korean also has its lazy way of using it. we’ll see some words in their correct form and then in their “lazy/text” form.
I think my dream aesthetic is just to be slightly inhuman looking. Like no crazy mods or anything. Ill even have natural hair. But i just want to be off putting. I want people to look at me and feel that something is off. Something isnt right. There is ~something~ going on with me and it makes them nervous or unsettled. Like having skin a little too shiny or canines a little too long, ears a little too pointy. I want to be someone who if you saw in the woods at night, you would question your own sanity.
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